To Barbara
Heavens,
But you are strong.
Strong enough to bear
Abuse
Strong enough
To thrive
To use the words
The hurts
And grow.
But you are not strong
Not strong enough
To stop his anger,
To put aside his hateful words
To keep
Yourself
Safe.
But you are still strong
Strong enough to work
Long hours
Strong enough
To keep yourself
Together
When
There is no food.
But you cannot be strong
When your children
Whined from hunger
Or looked with
Big eyes
At what
You could never afford.
And yet, you are strong,
Strong enough to find
Your happiness
And love
With someone
From long ago.
Strong enough
To take
That chance
And move to
Unseen pastures.
But, no, you are not strong
Not strong enough
To stop his heart
From breaking,
To keep his blood
From slowing down
To keep your love
From dying.
And yet,
Through even this,
You are strong.
Strong enough
To stop your tears,
Strong enough
To cry them—
Strong enough
To smile
When his name
Is spoken.
Strong enough
To stay
Surrounded by the remnants
Of all
That you have lost.
Teach me that strength
Show me where I can
Grow that strong.
Who knows?
I may have need of it
Someday.
This kind of poetry is person-specific, and it's often very personal. From reading it, you may have no idea what any of it is about, but when I gave the poem to Mom, she understood every word. In a way, the poem was written for her and nobody else. However, it may hold meaning for readers anyway, especially readers who have survived abuse, who have pulled themselves out of poverty, or who have loved and lost.
If you fear writing poetry and posting it here, that's fine, but at least tell me whom you WOULD write an ode to, if given the time. Who in your life deserves a poem?
And if you ARE brave, and I know some of you are, post your own ode in the comments. I'd love to see what you can do!
I gotta tell you, I don't think I have an ode in me today. Let me think and I might try one later.
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my wife is the person i would write it to first. and then my daughter, i can't over look her. then my mother, all of these wonderful women deserve to be told how they have made my life better, and inspire me to be better every day.
ReplyDeleteODE are not something i have ever done, but if i do one i will share it.
Nope, I'm ode-less.
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