But I'm still tense. Instead of singing, "Feeling Groovy," I'm humming "Feeling Lazy." I have two more syllabi to create, for two classes beginning in October, and I really need to have the courses completely set up this week, before the rest of my classes get out of hand.
But each time I get online, I balk. "I don't want to!" the baby voice inside me whines. "It's Sunday!" she continues, "Why can't I rest on a Sunday, just one day per week?"
Unfortunately, the truth is, I can't. I need to get this done. So even this blog entry, yet another attempt to stall, must end. I need to get to work. No lazy days for me!
Shakespeare, you are not lazy! I am lazy; I have had five weeks off from classes and haven't touched one textbook or prepared for any of my classes that are starting next Wednesday. I was suppose to retest for math placement and blew it off. I was suppose to prepare a tutorial assignment and blew it off. I am not proud of these facts and will probably regret my laziness, but it has been a glorious five weeks. Not having any pressures, sleeping in late, doing whatever my heart desires has been very soul restoring. Sure, I still have to take the placement test and prepare the tutorial, but I am better prepared having taken the time off than had I allowed the pressure to build.
ReplyDeleteSo, give yourself a break every now and then. Even a few hours is helpful, and don't feel guilty about it. You deserve it!
Truly, I wish I could still be your student. You are too nice to scare the pants off your students, but you are a very good teacher. Take care, and I look forward to seeing your postings no matter how short they are.
We'll practice. EVERYONE needs lazy days.
ReplyDeleteOh, Ouran Host Club manga - yep, I'll have to have 'em all.